I wonder…

I do wonder sometimes… Is there anyone out there just for me?
Is there that one person, that will make me fall head over heels and make me feel like that always?
When do you know?
Do you just know when it happens?
Or… Does that feeling not exist? Do you just find someone that just makes you happy, content, average kind of ‘love’?
I mean… Does that extravagant kind of love even exist? Or is it just people that can deal with each other, enjoy each others company and so, that are together ‘forever’. What is real love anyway?
Love aside.
I wonder the same thing when it comes to friends – I haven’t been able to find a good friend. A loyal friend, a friend I can always count on and trust.

Am I just picky with people? Or what is it…
Perhaps I’m looking for connections that don’t exist. Perhaps I believe in something greater than the average, but perhaps thats unreal. Maybe average is all there is?

Who am I anyway? I do wonder.
I know what I am.
I am an amazing person. Loving. Caring. Thoughtful. Trustworthy. Honest. Kind. Intelligent. Smart. Beautiful. And more.
But who am I?

Who am I?

I feel like I’m nobody at the moment.
If I don’t know, how will others know.

I am me.
But who is ‘me’?
Thank god I am on the journey to find out the answer to this.
No one said it would be easy, and it certainly isn’t.
Many thoughts, many ups and downs of which most are downs.
But I’m sure it’ll be worth it in the end.


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