And so she realized, nothing mattered.
When she took a moment to relax and calm down all her thoughts and irrationality, she realized, nothing mattered.
No thing in this world mattered, nothing.
No one mattered, not him, not her, not them, no one.
Absolutely nothing mattered.
She was just existing, she was ‘just being’. Calm, peaceful, empty – light like a bird.
Nothing could hurt her, nothing could make her feel anything, because nothing mattered.
Like a ghost, she was light and just there, she was just observing them.
Observing what he was doing and saying.
Observing what she was doing and saying.
The more she observed, the further away she drifted.
‘I don’t belong here with these people’, she thought to herself.