I’m not sure how I feel anymore – about anything to be honest.
I don’t feel educated, qualified or able to do anything. I can’t believe I’ll be coming out with a very high degree soon, and yet, I don’t feel like I can own that title…
Why? I mean, I feel stupid to be honest. I feel like I can’t actually perform the types of jobs that I am supposedly qualified for… I don’t feel like I have enough experience and I don’t know what to do…
I feel lost.
I feel like I want to run away.
I want to run.
Run to somewhere far away.
Although that used to be something that excited me, it’s now something that scares me.
I think for the first time ever, I’m scared. Like generally nervous. I feel like a chapter in my life is about to end, and I’m not sure I’m ready.