Where do I see myself in 10 years?

I don’t know what I want in life… I don’t know what I want to do, or not do… I don’t know what I’m passionate about… I just don’t know anything anymore to be honest… I just feel kinda lost…
I don’t know… I feel like I’m a lost soul who can’t live life like everyone else does, but yet haven’t found my answer as to – what do you want? What do you want to do?
Where do you see yourself in 10 years? Heck, even just in 5… No clue. No. Freaking. Clue.

I just don’t know… I haven’t found something that makes me believe in myself or makes me think, this is what I live for – or want to live for… Or perhaps I have, but I just don’t know it – because I don’t believe in myself?

Gosh.

I don’t know… Hopefully in 10 years, if I live that long, I will have my own family… I’d hope so, or at least be starting one… If not then, I’d probably be too old to ever… Hopefully by then I will have found my life mate and have a child or two… As far as career and such… I don’t know, I honestly have no vision for that – yet.

As for right now? I wan’t to be able to explore myself more. I wan’t to understand me. I love traveling because every country is like a new side of myself. Every country is a little box inside me getting opened. And I guess that’s why I think traveling is so important, because to me it’s not just ‘seeing the world’, it’s also ‘seeing myself’. I want to meet people, I want to love, I want to help, I want to make a difference, make people smile…
I don’t know… I don’t know what I want… I don’t know…

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